How to develop love for God?

ameen." inshallah. molana, ab sawal lena chahenge. yeh sawal bheja hai doctor naghma siddiqui ne delhi se. unhon ne likha hai: "how can we develop strong affection or love of god and how does it help us?" dekhiye, iska ek hi jawab hai. aur is jawab ko maine ek tajrube se jana. ek martaba main,

yani bachpan ke zamane mein, jab main apne sathiyon ke hamrah jaya karta tha mela dussehra dekhne ke liye, to ek martaba aisa hua ke hum hum log pahunche jab mele mein to wahan bari bheed thi aur ek bachcha ro raha tha, daud raha tha idhar udhar. "meri maa, meri maa!" ek karta tha woh. to kai logon ne, auraton ne bhi, mardon ne bhi, isko kuch biscuit wagera diya aur apni god mein uthana chaha.

chhota bachcha tha woh to sab ko marta tha woh, yani "hato, hat wahan se, hato!" na kuch khata tha, na kisi god mein jata tha woh. yahan tak ke uski jo baat thi, jo bichhad gayi thi, woh aa gayi. jaise hi usne dekha apni maa ko, daud kar lapat gaya uske sath, daud kar lapat gaya uske sath. to ajib baat hai ke main kaisa sahi hua. main zindagi mein bachpan se bahut si cheezon ke taraf lapka, bahut si cheezon ko apna banana chaha,

lekin thodi thodi doori mein maine chhod diya. meri raghbat hat gayi. aakhir mein mujhe jab discovery hui allah rab ul alameen ki to sare apne wajood ke sath, apne sare jazbat ke sath, apne poori spirit ke sath usi se jud gaya. yahan tak ke woh kitab allah taala ne likhwai, jo angrezi mein jisko tarjuma kiya hai doctor farida khanam ne, aur aur arabi mein uska tarjuma kiya hai doctor zafar sahib khan ne.

isi tarah se bahut si zubanon mein iske tarjume hue hain aur aam taur par har jagah woh phail chuki hai. phir ab aakhir mein mera mission yeh ban gaya ke mein Allah ki kitab ko sari dunya mein phailaoon. to mein yeh keh sakta hoon ke Allah ko paana us ki us ki creation ke through hota hai.

aap parhiye is is ayat ko jis ne Hazrat Musa ne kaha tha ke "Rab mere liye Khuda mujhe dikha kaisi kitab jo rooh hogi us waqt Musa ke andar. Khuda mujhe dikha taake mein us ko dekhon." to Khuda ne ek demonstration diya us waqt ke Khuda ne apni tajalli dali door pahaar par to pahaar reze reze ho gaya Khuda ne kaha "agar tu dekhna chahta hai to dekhne ka tareeqa yahi hai, yaani indirect mein bhi tum dekh sakte ho, us ko direct nahi, tum mujhe direct nahi de sakte ho, indirect mein bhi." yeh wahi position hai jo jo quantum physics ki position hai ke matter ko hum yeh jo matter hai, world of matter,

us ko hum direct nahi dekh sakte, us ke effect ke through hum dekh sakte hain. to ajeeb baat hai ke Allah ne jab apne aap ko na qabil deed banaya ke insaan us ko dekh na sake to isi waqt yeh bhi muqaddar kar diya ke insaan indirect way mein Allah ko dekh sake, yaani us ki nematton ke through, us ki creation ke through, us ki jo blessing hai, us ke through. to jitna zyada aap Allah ki blessing ko daryaft karein, utne zyada aap Allah Rab ul Alameen ko daryaft kar sakenge. Maulana, agla sawal Islamabad, Pakistan se Muhammad Tufail sahib ne bheja hai. unhone likha hai: "Maulana sahib, last week I lost my three year old son named Arham while driving to hospital.