First discovery of God experience

Jazak Allah." Mashallah, mashallah. Maulana, agla sawal Tamapur se bheja hai Naseer Sinh sahib ne. Unhone aap se poocha hai ke Maulana sahib, aap ka first discovery of God ka waqia agar aap hum sab logon se share karein. Dekhiye, main iski likh chuka hoon, iski likh chuka hoon ke main adham adham umar mein rehta tha. Yeh waqia hai shayad 41-42 ka.

Ab bilkul be-taabi mein jeeta tha, rota tha, rota tha aur be-taabi mein jeeta tha. To main isi be-taabi mein jahan Al Abu ki Jamia Masjid mein gaya, Al Anwar ki Jamia Masjid hai, us waqt khaali thi, koi tha nahi wahan. To main iske angan mein pahuncha. Wahan par bada sa angan tha aur wahan par ek taraf papite ke ped the, papite ke ped. To main papite ke ped ke neeche khada ho gaya. Main akela tha us waqt, wahan koi nahi tha. Khada ho gaya aur haalat yeh thi ke mere sar ke upar papite ke phool dikhai de rahe the.

Aap jante hain, agar dekha ho aap ne papita to mamooli hawa ke jhonke se bhi papite ke phool jhadte rehte hain, mamooli hawa ke jhonke se. To main wahan is tarah khada tha ke meri aankhon se aansu musalsal gir rahe the, aansu aur papite ke ped se phool jhad rahe the. Yeh musalsal yeh ho raha tha aur meri aankh se, meri zubaan se nikal raha tha baar baar ke Khawand tu kab aayega? Main kab tak tere aane ka intezar karoon? Yeh pehli meri realization thi. Khawand tu kab aayega?

Main kab tak tere aane ka intezar karoon? Iske baad main nikal pada. Is zamane mein hamare qareeb ka station tha Sagon. To Sagon se ek gaadi aati thi seedhi Lahore. Yeh Sagon mein badh jaiye aur Lahore utar jaiye. Is is zamane mein ghair raf'a ka ticket tha wahan. Is zamane mein to main isi isi be-taabi mein is gaadi par baith gaya, ghair raf'a ka ticket le kar Sagon mein. To gaadi chali to chalte chalte woh Lahore station pahunch gayi. Ab main neeche utra to koi aadmi nahi tha mujhe receive karne ke liye kyunke mujhe wahan koi aadmi tha hi nahi.

To main platform par dewana war yani chal raha tha idhar se udhar, idhar se udhar. Mere paas se ek setting engine guzra, setting. To main ne poora irada kar liya ke main kood padoon aur jaan de doon. Lekin us waqt laga ke kisi ne mujh ko peeche se bahut taqat se pakad liya,

pakad kheench liya apni taraf. Yeh pehla tajurba tha jab maine jaana ke farishte aate hain Allah ki ki taraf se insaan ki madad ke liye. to jab yeh mein khudkushi kar raha tha to foran ke foran Allah ne ek farishta bhej diya ke jao is is bande ko roko, is bande ko roko. kyunke yeh jaan de dega to process of search of gaadi khatam ho jayega. Khuda ki talash ka jo process jari hua hai, woh to khatam ho jayega.

to mujhe laga ke station par platform par koi aadmi aaya aur peeche se us ne bohat taqat se pakad liya mujh ko aur mujh ko koodne nahi diya. is ke baad mein ne likha ke aur waqia hua to mein ek road par chal raha tha. Ek road par woh road ka naam tha pehle Makkrot Road, ab pata nahi kya naam hai.

woh woh road Dr. Iqbal ke ghar se guzarti thi. Woh to wahan par dobara ek waqia guzra. woh is waqie ko ek aadmi mujhe khara ho ke dekh raha tha peeche se. Un ka naam tha Qureshi Sahab. to woh mere paas aaye

ke aap kaun hain? Phir mein ne bataya ke mein Al Anwar se aaya hoon aur mera yahan koi jaane wala nahi hai. To Allah taala ne un ke dil mein meri humdardi daal di. woh kaam karte the ek tailoring shop mein jis ka naam tha B. L. Ram Sons. to khud to woh mamooli tater, tater, tater the lekin B. L. Ram Sons bohat bara shop thi un ki Lahore mein Mall Road par. wahan le gaye woh. Wahan par unhon ne milaya mujh se. To un logon ne yeh mujh ko dekh kar samjha ke yeh kisi achhe ghar ka ladka hai aur bhaag ke aaya hai.

yeh kaha tha unhon ne ke hum samajhte hain ke yeh kisi achhe ghar ka ladka hai, bhaag ke aaya hai. To un ko wapas bhejo, wapas bhejo. kyunke chunancha apni jeb se is B. L. Ram Sons jo the, apni jeb se unhon ne diya 15 rupiya ke le jao un ko aur un ko bitha do wapas wapsi ke train par. is tarah se mein dobara train par baitha aur wapas ho kar mein Al Anwar aa gaya. Yeh sab kahani hai. yeh sab mein likh chuka hoon

ke kisi ko manna hai to maane, nahi manna hai to na maane. Aap ko haq hai ke na manne ka. Lekin yaad rakhiye, yeh haqiqaten aakhirat mein khul jayengi. na manne wale logon ko dikhai padega ke yeh to haqaiq the, be fact tha ke kaise hum ne is ka inkar kiya. be fact tha woh kaise hum ne inkar kiya. Yeh sab kahani mein ne likhi hai, aap parh sakte hain is ko. Maulana, agla comment aur sawal bheja hai Aamir Muri Sahab ne Srinagar se. Unhon ne likha hai: "Your life, your live experiences thrills, thrills in us a desire to follow you and discover the creator the way you have discovered.